CHAPTER 3:
A mix of anxious anticipation and a persistent uncertainty regarding future obligations was particularly stimulating. I resolved to continue with the program.
I took a shower, applied shaving cream intended for my legs around my intimate areas. Then, I shaved off my pubic hair. With each stroke, I reflected on the embarrassment that awaited me at the Lux clinic.
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After lunch, I scrutinized the "sub-position" booklet that Lux had given me. The images depicted nude women in various intentional poses and descriptions:
- Position one (wait): The wait position keeps the submissive still until she receives further instructions. The submissive stands straight with her legs wide apart and her arms crossed behind her back.
- Position two (inspect): The inspection position—also known as the display position—is used to present or examine the submissive. The submissive stands straight with her legs apart and her hands interlocked behind her neck, elbows wide open. This position allows the Dominant to easily handle, inspect, or display the submissive to others.
- Position three (squat): A versatile, physically demanding posture used for submissive training. In a wide-legged squat, the submissive balanced on her toes, hands behind her neck, elbows and knees wide open, mouth agape.
- Position four (helpless turtle): A submissive posture, often employed to create a sense of vulnerability. Lying flat on her back, the submissive is pressing her elbows against her inner knees to widen the hips with her elbows, spreading her legs apart, using her hands to part her vagina and anus, head elevated, mouth open.
- Position five (offer): A submissive posture used to express obedience, reverence, and service to a dominant partner. The submissive is performing a 90-degree bow from a spread-leg stance, feet apart, her hands rested on her buttocks, parting her ass and pussy, head raised, mouth open.
- Position six (doll): Also known as the capture position, this pose resembles an inanimate sex doll waiting to be used or a captured submissive awaiting their fate. The submissive is lying on their back with feet flat on the floor, knees lifted toward the ceiling, and thighs spread widely to expose the genitals. Her gaze stays upward, and her arms rest beside her body with palms down.
- Position seven (nadu): Nadu represents compliance and submission. The submissive kneels facing forward, sitting back on her heels with thighs spread wide. Her back remains straight, her gaze forward, and her palms rest upturned on her thighs, mouth open.
There was a note: Whenever standing, squatting or kneeling outside the designated positions, the legs have to be positioned wide apart, along with several other rules.
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I was presented with an addendum to the agreement I had signed the prior week. This document included check boxes for monitoring progress. It served as a checklist or a list of accomplishments.
It contained a number of rather unusual items that required either confirmation or completion. I am unable to disclose all the specifics regarding that matter. Here are just some of the items (there were many more):
- Nipple Clamps Number One
- Nipple Clamps Number Two
- Nipple Clamps Number Three
- Sperm Swallowing
- Anal Sex
- Forced Orgasm
- Denied Orgasm
- Orgasm Control
- Deep Throat
- Nipple Piercing (Optional)
- Vaginal Piercing (Optional)
- Machine Fuck
- Electric Torture
- Sybian
- Pain training
- Gangbang
- Public Humiliation
- Femdom Sub
- Femdom
I pondered: Clamps? Sperm ingestion? Mechanical intercourse? Are these the subjects we will discuss? Or will we actually engage in such perversions?
It might have been a test intended to assess my reaction after reviewing the list.
I was preparing for the worst. We then moved to the spacious room and settled on the couch. He occupied the recliner across from me.
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Upon his return, he handed me a bag and stated, "Monica, from this point forward, you are to wear the contents of this bag when you come here. Nothing else. Inside the bag are two pairs of shoes. Make sure to wear a different pair for each appointment.”
I said, “Yes, Master.”
“Our next session is in a week, next Monday, at 7PM; you may leave now.”
“Yes, Master.”
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My spring dress and shoes came off as soon as I got home, and I eagerly tried on the outfit from the bag. The bag held five items:
- A white crop top shirt featuring short sleeves and a high neckband that fit tightly around my neck. I once owned one of those; they are occasionally called midriff crops or half shirts. These tops have a short hemline that exposes the navel and belly area. This cropped hem was cut even shorter, evidently with scissors, to the extent that it barely concealed the breasts. When I raised my left arm, my left nipple was fully exposed. Lifting my right arm uncovered my right nipple. Raising both arms led to both nipples being exposed.
- A very short, white, stretchy micro-skirt. Its length made it quite challenging to wear without exposing my intimate area. When adjusted slightly higher, my pussy became visible. I needed to position the waistband lower than normal to ensure adequate coverage.
- Short white socks that fall beneath the ankle bone.
- Comfortable, unbranded white low-top sneakers.
- A pair of alluring open-toed high heels in a stiletto style, designed with two delicate straps across the foot arch adorned with gold buckles, along with a slender ankle strap also featuring gold buckles. They fit me flawlessly. I needed to alternate shoes for each session.
The white sneakers imparted a distinctly athletic, tennis-inspired aesthetic to my outfit.
To familiarize myself with the ensemble, I wore it around the house throughout the week. I alternated between wearing sneakers one evening and high heels the next. On one occasion, I went without shoes.
The outfit provided both lightness and comfort, especially when paired with the sneakers.